Self Portrait - October 2020

Untitled

Medium: Watercolors, a marker

Year: 2020

Size: 16*8 inches

Not the most proportionate drawing but probably the most appropriate representation of myself as of now. This month has been filled with ups and downs. A bit too adventurous to even mention all the 'events' here. But. There has been a silent - at times melancholic - mostly blank because of tiredness or just quiet to absorb facts or invite peace motion in my body. I am not always in pain, there is a meditative quality to this way of moving. The manner feels collected, however scattered I might actually be.

The heart feels elegant and enduring. I feel like a noiseless hurricane. And when I do make a sound, it doesn't feel right or meaningful. So. This is me for now.